I think I need to get used to receive financial support from others.

Received 2 ang baos recently and i feel so paiseh. I know it's God's blessing through His people and it's their expression of love to God and to me. Hee..but juz feel very paiseh lehz...

one of it is from pastor joe and aunty dawn. i really didnt expect it from them coz pastor knows that i received a year end love gift from church and i told him about my plans to visit krabi. Even tho he knows that i've spare cash to go travelling, yet he is giving to me.

the other one is from my vcf frenz. they really caught me by surprise, i really tot it was juz a causal dinner, didnt know tt was their agenda. hee..they gave me a card too. One of my fren came from a very humble background, she literally takes care of the finances in the entire family. The other fren, both his parents need long term medication and treatment. Yet, both of them gave.

It changed my perspective of giving. They did not give out of their abuandance nor did they give out of sympathy. They simply wanted to bless me.

very touched. really.

Lord, teach me to receive your blessings with joy and humble heart.