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Sunday, April 26, 2009
Tribute Week 7

It's coming to 2 months!! 52 weeks - 7 weeks = 45 weeks, and there's 2 weeks of annual leave so...i'm left with 43 weeks to the end of my tribute. Happy time seems to passes by faster than we would like to ya?

Tues - I was typing in the new titles into the library list + ECC at night + Attended uncle kong beng's sister in law's wake

Wed - Was busy with getting ready quite a few staff for William, lots of scanning work

Thurs - Morning was staff prayer + was helping mel to burn 33 CDs + Worship Core Team Meeting

Fri - Went in to office at 11am + Staff lunch + continue to burn CDs for Mel + prepare for cell bible study

Quite a few things to think about this week.

1. What am I supposed to do during Wake? If i'm not close to the family or deceased?
2. What should i do about my bible studies? Attend study group? Attend class? Attend course? Self study? TTC library membership?
3. Should i join the vocal trg class, it clashes with the BB timing. If i go for class, i will miss the fellowship time with BB Boys...arrrghhh....

doootudooooo.....


char pondered@11:19 PM

Doreen's Birthday + Hotel Stay + Cats + Ice Cold Beer

I must say this is really quite an eventful saturday. It's Doreen's birthday so we booked a hotel room. We checked in to Royal Plaza Scott Hotel at 2pm and was upgraded to the club floor. Meaning? Everything is about the same except that we have a private lounge which we can go for tea/breakfast/cocktail etc. The room was kinda small actually, (prefer conrad!!) hahaha..the service also cmi..and the breakfast also cmi. It was so bad that we had complain!!

What happened was that we have 2 complimentary breakfast but there's 4 of us. So we had to pay for extra 2. We went to the club lounge and wanted to have our breakfast there but it turned out that the spread is much lesser so the girl adviced us to go down to the restaurant since we are only spending one night here. She told us that the breakfast will end at 1030am and so we went down. That was 9:55am. We walked in to the restaurant and told them that we are will pay for the extra 2. They walked us to the table and we started our breakfast. To my horrow, by 1015am, they start to clear away the food. I was like..." wha....so early for what!??!!?" We rushed tru our breakfast and went over to the counter to sign for the breakfast.

At the counter, i asked what time is the breakfast supposed to end and was told that it's at 10am. So i questioned why izit that the staff in club lounge told me it's at 1030am and that when they received us they did not inform us that we only have like 5mins to the end of breakfast time. He told me that the staff in club lounge had told me the wrong info and kept repeating "it ends at 10am" no mater what questions i posted to him.

We left the restaurant feeling cheated. So..whahahaha...i call the restaurant to complain about the entire incident. Welll...first of all, the restaurant manager did not introduce himself and i had to ask him for his name. After hearing my story, he told me that he will waive off the charges for the extra 2 pax. He didnt mantion anything about coaching the staff until i probe him further what is he going to do about the staff. Honestly, to me, complaining is not only coz i want freebies or vent my anger, the fact that i took effort to complain is coz i hope to see improvement in the service level.

overall, disappointed with the hotel.

The other highlight of the evening was that I went to watch Cats with Joshua. It was really good! I was skeptical about non UK troop coz of my bad experience on Mama Mia. This US/Aussies/NZ troop kinda surprised me with their good dance moves amd strong vocals. NICE!!





There was a lot of intereaction between the cast and audience. The cast will come down from the stage and perform among the aisle. Heh..gotta get near the stage to enjoy this =) Thankfully we bought our seats early. Oh know what! His Excellency S R Nathan was there too. Surprised that they didnt announce his presence. Maybe...he wanna keep it low profile?? hehe...I saw President at the entrance facing MS, we both arrived at esplanade at the same time. Just that he was driven there while i walked there.

After Cats, I went down to Ice Cold Beer to join the girls for doreen's birthday celebration. heh..the chicken wing there is superb!!!! love it!!! Shi suggested that we invite all Doreen's fren w/o telling her and so we did! Told more than 20 say they will come, some couldnt make it last min and we have over 10 ard to celebrate for her. Hope she is happy!

We went back to hotel at about 1am and chatted till like 3plus.....it was a good chat. we were affirming each other what are our good points and talk nonsense most of the time..hahahaha


char pondered@10:46 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Prayer Walk

Had prayer walk during ECC meeting today. We were supposed to end ECC by 10pm but coz of the prayer we ended at 11pm. It was a very good prayer walk.

We went to the main gate, the foundation stone outside sanctuary, inside the sanctuary, the foundation stone for kindergarden, the gate facing QPS and the corridor facing the new site for church building.

For a very long time, I've been a skeptic about the history of COGS. So many of the elders in church has been talking about the good old days or rather then golden age of COGS but looking at COGS now I totally could not connect with what they were saying. They said that the christmatic movement started from COGS and that we used the sanctury was so full that an extention had to be built. And when i knew that i had to do the archiving for the 50th anniversary and rack up the history i was totally not excited. In God's grace, He showed me in concrete evidencts of what happended in the past, many articles, testimonies and photos testify to the golden age.

During the prayer walk, I cant help but to thank God for his goodness and favour upon COGS. Of all the religious plot of land in QT, i honestly think that we have the best plot! We are near to MRT yet we dun get much of the noise from the train. Really grateful for the efforts of the forefathers and how they have sacrifically gave to the building funds of this church.

truely inspired.


char pondered@1:16 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009
Tribute Week 6

I really think my memory is failing me. As i tried to recall what I did over the week, i could vaguely remember. Anyhows, i remembered I went to bras brasa on wednesdday to buy stuff for music ministry and william bought a guitar! it's only 200bucks and the sound is really good! no joke! of coz it's also bcoz william could play beautifully too! And i also remembered that we went to SKS bookshop to get a gift for Daniel who will be going to NS on 24 Apr. Sob Sob...Daniel has left us....

The other times were spent on doing some scanning work for william. I seriously cant rem what else did i do.......hmmmmm........aging.....


char pondered@11:04 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009
lordship day

Today marks the end of IDTS ( Introductory Discipleship Training School) rans by YWAM ( Youth With A Mission). It's a course that teach christians to transform head knowledge of God to the the Heart. So..you may call it the school of heart too! hee..this school occupy my saturdays for since feb and i have been truely blessed by it. It has taught me to be vulnerable to God ( hence i'm a bit more emo now), the nature and character of God ( i'm certain of my identity now), hearing the voice of God ( it introduced a new dimension of prayer)..actually they taught more stuff but these are the few that really cuts my heart.

So..today being Lordship day, we were asked to surrender things that is lording over lifes other than God Himself.

As i surrendered to God the condemnation that i had of myself ( always thinking tt i'm not capable enough or good enough) ...God told me to relearn everything through the heart of Jesus and stop thinking that i'm not good enough.

So....what do i have to relearn? I have some things on my head..ie singing, guitar, teaching, leading, submitting to authority, work for ministry, how to deal with people......and the list can go on and on........


char pondered@12:08 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009
Wedding Pictures part 2

Ms Ban's mother wants to see more pictures of the wedding shoots. But i really didnt take many shoots. So here's set 2





char pondered@11:55 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009
Kpo at Junhao's and Meiying's wedding shoot



When to this very nice place....thank God for the beautiful sunset and clouds!

my early present to the couple =)

p/s: the photographer says no video and camera allowed...so i secretly took these few...heee


char pondered@11:56 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Tribute week 5

It was a short week. I'm not too sure if i'm suffering from STM, but I cant seem to quite remember what I did over the week. I only remember preparing for the prayer for Good Friday service, attended basic music class conducted by Daniel, went for worship practice, went to diocese and packed the library.

Packing the library was quite fun. Daniel and I brought ipod and speakers to the library and started to pack the unattended library. When i say unattended, I mean that there is really no librarian and nobody has arrange or clean the shelves for ages. It was quite a mess. So Daniel and I cleaned, arranged and check whether the titles tally with the list that office had. There are some new books that people has donated to the library and waiting to be tagged. Looks like...that's what Daniel and I will be doing in Week 6.

Oh man...Daniel is finishing his SERVE programme on 18 Apr and Roger is finsihing end of this month. I'll be all alone when they leave. I'll probably be able to complete more work


char pondered@11:13 PM

Thursday, April 9, 2009
Maundy Thursday

Maundy Thursday (also known as Holy Thursday or Great and Holy Thursday), is the Christian feast or holy day falling on the Thursday before Easter that commemorates the Last Supper of Jesus Christ with the Apostles

On this day four events are commemorated: the washing of the Disciples' Feet by Jesus Christ, the institution of the Mystery of the Holy Eucharist at the Last Supper, the agony of Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane, and the betrayal of Christ by Judas Iscariot.

Tmr is Good Friday and I leading the closing prayer. Nervous!


char pondered@7:31 PM

Wondering

Realised something this week. When I was still working in OCBC, I will arrange to meet up with friends almost everyday of the week. Now that I'm working in church, I hardly arrange to meet up with friends. I think the reason is because when I'm working in church, not only is it my workplace it is also my playground. My social need has also been satisfied during office hours hence do not feel the need to meet up with friends after work.

I wonder if it's good or bad. Good in a sense coz save money and I can spend more time with my parents. Bad coz i'm afraid my f.s with friends will deteriorate.

Hmmmm....wondering...


char pondered@7:18 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009
finally i went ktv!!!

Been thinking about KTV for like sooooooooo long! Findly my dream came through yday! Went to chinaktv thinking tt it's the cheapest option coz we usually only spend less than 12/person. But hor! yday there were only 3 of us and we ended up paying 18 each...aiz...coz the room is standard at 10/hour no matter how many pple are in the room...so ya.....next time when go to chinaktv must jio at least 5 okie? haha so dor, jac and i sang till quite sianz towards the end coz we finishing singing all the songs tt we wanted to sing. Heh...then we went to rochor tou hua! super happy! i was craving for you tiao for the entire week! We also bought bean curb tarts from le cafe before ktv..so had lots of yummy food on sat!! Aiz...so much about cutting down on my food intake..hahaha

then hor..i also realised something quite silly this week. Joshua and I are going to watch CATS and i told him i'm fine with any dates so long it's after good friday tt weekend..........then.....when josh bought the tic....then i realised he bought tic for 25th Apr!! dor's bday!!! oh man...........i feeel so bad lor!! but dor is kind enough to forgive me when i confess to her yday...heee...thanks sweetie! haha


char pondered@12:25 AM

Sunday, April 5, 2009
tribute week 4

This week passed by super quickly! Coz I was very busy preparing the powerpoint for the PRM. It's pretty time consuming but yupz i think the effect turned out very well. Thanks to Ds Lena for her ideas. We youngster should really learn from their experience. the ppt is actually for worship songs and it has to be in english and chinese. We were having problem with the chinese fonts and that our laptop couldnt be used in SAC..and we have to rely on their laptop which we are not sure if the ppt will run if it's used from another laptop...one particular thing i learnt about doing such ppt is that..coz it's a bilingual worship some of the songs we are singing in english..some we are singing in chinese first. At first i told i will just standardised and put all the english lyrics on top and all the chinese lyrics below. but Ds suggested that those verses that we are singing in english first we will have english lyrics at the upp part but if we are singing the chinese verses (same song) then the chinese lyrics should be placed on top. Honestly, at that moment i was like...got diff mehs? But hor..during the actual service...really got diff lehz. coz the worshippers rely on the ppt to sing..so having the chinese lyrics on top will lead them to sing in chinese too...then i was like...WOW! brilliant! Haha..so yupz we should learn from the experienced!

there's been quite a few new ideas popping up in my mind about the ministries in church....hmmmm....let me pray more about it

hahaha


char pondered@11:44 PM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I am ballooning...

Been eating ALOT recently.

This morning I told Roger that I have a craving for Macs Breakfast while we were on our way to church. 10 mins later, an sms from William came and it reads " hey! On the way? Wanna go for macs breakfast". I was like WOOHOO!!!! Hee...so we went to macs for breakfast! Mcgriddles!! love it!

Was very busy preparing for the PRM ppt the whole day. Almost done...a bit more to go

Really glad that Roger( the 21yrs old tributer from chinese cong), Daniel ( 19 yrs old doing the SERVE programme) and I could mingle and click well. Think office could be quite quiet without them. Gonna miss them when they leave!

The lunch kaki are mostly guys wor...feels a bit strange..most of the time their topic is quite general but there are also occassions where they go into aeroplanes and some of those guys hobbies...and coz they are guys..they eat more! And I...subconciously am eating more too! scary!! this has to stop!!!!


char pondered@7:55 PM