Today marks the end of IDTS ( Introductory Discipleship Training School) rans by YWAM ( Youth With A Mission). It's a course that teach christians to transform head knowledge of God to the the Heart. So..you may call it the school of heart too! hee..this school occupy my saturdays for since feb and i have been truely blessed by it. It has taught me to be vulnerable to God ( hence i'm a bit more emo now), the nature and character of God ( i'm certain of my identity now), hearing the voice of God ( it introduced a new dimension of prayer)..actually they taught more stuff but these are the few that really cuts my heart.

So..today being Lordship day, we were asked to surrender things that is lording over lifes other than God Himself.

As i surrendered to God the condemnation that i had of myself ( always thinking tt i'm not capable enough or good enough) ...God told me to relearn everything through the heart of Jesus and stop thinking that i'm not good enough.

So....what do i have to relearn? I have some things on my head..ie singing, guitar, teaching, leading, submitting to authority, work for ministry, how to deal with people......and the list can go on and on........